a new chapter

" Your story may not have such a happy beginning, but that doesn't make you who you are. It is the rest of your story, who you choose to be." - Kungfu Panda 2 

This quote might be one of my favourites. It brings such deep meaning and maybe some people can relate to it and some  can't. Whoever's feeling this quote, I know that feel bro. :D

Okay, so the main point of this post is telling the world I'm in 2nd semester of Bachelor of Science Horticulture yo. Ok, kidding. Actually it's to share my thoughts on this new sem.

Well, results keluar not long ago. Ada yg excellent, ada yg so-so and ada yg needs extra hardwork. What's past is past, what matters is what you're going to do next. Yes, you cannot terus taknak pandang belakang. Take a glance, ponder upon what you did and if there's ways to make it better, take some action. InsyaAllah there's always ways to improve. * InsyaAllah by Maher Zain playing*

Kalau dah mmg excellent, perhaps maksudnye what you're doing is right. Nevertheless, there's always room for improvement. Tiada manusia yg perfect dunia zaman sekarang.

When we ponder upon what we did, think of these things *ehem,this is a note to self as well* :

 1) Ibadah kte macam mne?

 2) Hubungan dgn ibu bapa mcm mne?

 3) Hubungan dgn manusia lain?

 4) Quality time study kte tu tahap mne?

 5) Anything else related.hehe (kasi brainstorm cket)

True, kebijaksanaan tak hanya terletak pada pointer. Tp pointer tu kan boleh jadi ticket utk kte dpt scholarship,kerja dan sebagainya.

What matters most, berdoa bersungguh sungguh, belajar bersungguh sungguh dan tawakkal. Serah saja pd Allah. He knows best. Whatever yg kte dpt, (yg we've put our effort in), InsyaAllah that's the best.

Ingat, bila dah serahkan urusan kita pd Allah,mesti reda dan bersyukur. *ini juga note to self juga*

To those that started their new sem, hwaiting! (oh kpop sungguh) Okay, all the best! (ayat skima)

Yg will start, all the best in advance ^_^

little things

me      : nek, tau tak, nee dah ade lesen yg full punya,takde P dah. hehe XD
nenek : wah,alhamdulillah~ ni dah buat kesyukuran ke belum ni??
me     : er,hehe

So i guess ade yg dah faham the 'moral of the story' and ade yg belum. Well,here's what i got from my previous conversation.

There are a lot of things in life,small little things that we often overlook. Like the license thingy for instance. Sure, it's a simple thing : I finished my probation period and ta-da, I've got my new license.

I overlooked the fact that it can only happen because Allah allow it to happen. I mean, there's plenty of ways for me to lose my P license during the 2 years of probation time. But Allah have set that I will, on first of Feb get my new license. I might lose it anytime, or i might have it till 2015. Only god knows.

Soooo, no matter what you earned in your life, no matter how small or how big, make sure you say 

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah, segala puji bagi Allah . 

Yes, I'm reminding myself too. ^_^

If you're looking for something for you to be grateful of now, well, you can still see, breathe, hear, read, talk, walk, sit, drink, eat, think, blink, gasp and so on. What's there as an excuse to not say Alhamdulillah aite?

May peace be upon you. :)

camp dan rumah

Tired but it's worth my time.

last 3 days I went to camp at Berhulu Camp, Jempol, N9. Thanks Kak Zal for inviting me. It was great! XD

The first day was not so tough, malam tu je ade River Trekking, but tak susah punn.hehe

The second day, fuhh.penat sgt3. dari pagi sampai ptg full activity. Okay,tipu ah takde rehat kan. Ade je,tp ble time activity tu mmg, mencabar mental and physical lah. I think that was the best part of all. I mean, kalau pergi camp, mesti akan look forward to activities yg lasak2 coz you don't do it in everyday's life :D

The third day kitorang semua balik, Alhamdulillah semua selamat..

And petang tu,, BALIK RUMAH !! hehehe,nampak tak betapa homesick nye disitu? XD

Now, my holiday officially begins. weeeee

Happy Holidays to those yang cuti~ ^_^

END OF FIRST SEMESTER~ :D

Alhamdulillah,,

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy~~!! XDD

yes,sangat happy dah habis sem 1. a lot of sweet memories. gained cool and awesome friends (Y)

I think the most important part is that, the first semester exposed me to tons of new things. (positive things of course. :D ) 

One of the most valuable experience is venturing into horticulture course. Since i'm such a NOOB in agriculture stream,well,let's just say i find myself quite a number of times, in awe. like seriously there's lotsa stuff i just found out since taking up this course. Yea,it's just the first sem,but i've learnt to appreciate the nature more, and indirectly open my eyes towards the beauty of nature that Allah create.

Belajar from scratch, belajar dari cara mencampur tanah manually jugak made me realize the hardwork of people out there in this field. Ingat senang ke?mau patah pinggang tau?hahaha,tak caye cuba try test ;D Surely, there are technologies that ease the works in this field now,but there are certain things that you can't replace : The realisation of hard-work and the feel of content when you finished it.  I also learnt planting seeds,transplanting it, caring for it and watching it grow. Ceyh dah macam jaga anak pulak kan.eh.

Okay,so I'm not writing a synopsis on what I've learnt in the course (tapi mcm dah bg synopsis je.ehm.)

Kengkawan coursemate pulak macam mane ye? diorang sangat daebakkk~ XD hebat ye maksudnye bg yg tak layan kpop kpop nih.hee. Eventhough banyak sgt tak sme class, I don't feel left out when I'm with them. Thank you friends :') terharu sebentar.haha.

Sem ni banyak gak lah 'Forever Alone' moments *sobsob* since my friends ade class when I'm free and my friends are free when I'm in class. Tapi takpelah since I have Allah and that is all I need to get me going :D

To conclude it all, I loved whatever that happened eventhough there are certain things that hurt. 

Whatever happened in life is experience and there's always a silver lining for every cloud. Wallahu'alam ^_^

It's A Brand New Year :D

Semoga tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya

Alhamdulillah,hidup lagi hari ni kan? Hm,2012 banyak sangat memories be it sweet or bitter. All of those that happened made me who I am today,so, NO REGRETS just experiences.

As usual, I gained and lose friends. I win and lose things. Normal things. But maybe approach towards all those happenings yg lain. (nak cakap dah makin matured lah ni.blergh) 

Semoga tahun ini lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Semoga ibadah tahun ini lebih banyak dari sebelumnya. Semoga tanggungjawab yg dipikul dapat ditunaikan dengan lebih sempurna dari tahun sebelumnya. Semoga kerajinan bertambah dari tahun sebelumnya. Semoga keputusan peperiksaan tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya. Semoga experiences tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya. Amin.

Ouh and there is no need to tell the world your resolutions for this year. Keep it to yourself, make it 'sacred'. It's your own personal goal right? And if you tell the whole world,it's like it's just for the sake of having a brand new awesome resolution. Which you yourself don't even know whether you can achieve or not. Okay, not being demotivating,just spare the shame if it doesn't happen. But it's your choice,up to you. Dah besar boleh fikir sendiri.uhuk uhuk.

Wrapping this post up, Happy New Year and may all your dreams come true. 

Dare to dream BIG. 

Dare to make the first step in anything positive that is. 

To those taking their exams, Good Luck peeps! 

Ciao~

FINALS gahhh

yeap. FINAL EXAM. The two words that scares the sh- em,,scares people. including me >.<

Nevertheless, kita kena sentiasa ingat yang kita hanya berusaha,yang menentukan ialah Allah.

JANGAN pulak kata,"okay,tawakkal jelah camtu.ngee~~" =.=

Memang lah kena tawakkal,tapi sebelum tu kena lah doa dan usaha dulu. kan Allah takkan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu kecuali jika mereka berusaha.

So,, no matter how little time you have left,take your book, pray that you can understand and memorize everything, then read that book.

Perbezaan antara dua orang yg berjaya is that whether dia berdoa meminta tolong pada Allah atau tidak. Bila kita berdoa,serah segalanya pada Allah, kan berkat ape yg kita belajar tu. ye dak?

oh ye,betulkan juga niat,belajar kerana Allah,utk tuntut ilmu. Bukan sebab nak pass exam je. #notetoself

hmm, okay, so i SHOULD be studying right now. heh heh. tadi tiba2 terasa nak write something.

so conclusion, doa, usaha dan tawakkal. Ape pun yg kita dapat, insyaAllah itulah yg terbaik. Make sure setting niat tu bebetul dulu pape pun, mudah mudahan us studying menjadi ibadah,insyaAllah. Amin ^_^

 '' Ilmu tanpa amal itu ibarat pohon yang tidak berbuah"

 Nampak macam simple je quote kat atas ni kan. Tapi cuba fikir, cuba bayangkan kalau kita seorang petani yg tanam pokok buah buahan macam mana agaknya.

*imagine*
Kita dah tanam pokok tu,kata lah pokok durian (ramai suka durian kan?) Punyalah kita jaga dengan penuh kasih sayang ape semua selama beberapa tahun,say, 7 years. (pokok durian melalui percantuman ambil masa 5-7 tahun untuk berbuah tau kawan kawan ^_^) Lepas tu, tup tup,pokok tu tak keluar buah pun. Berjanggut tunggu tapi takde buah,satu pun takde.

Tak ke fed up dan hampa? Sia sia je semua usaha selama ni kan?kan kan?

Ha, sama jelah dengan ilmu. Penat penat kita belajar,tapi untuk apa? muhasabah balik diri. (ye,sy juga kena muhasabah.hee) 

Agak agak kalau ada yg bertanya, " awak belajar sekian2 tahun ni,apa yg awak dah buat?" "macam mana awk guna ilmu yg awak dapat?" "pernah tak berkongsi ilmu?" "pernah tak buat kebaikan with your knowledge?" haaaaaa. Nak jawab ape lah agak2 nya kan..

Okay, conclusion. Use your knowledge as much as you can for the better. Doesn't mean kena bagi tuition kat orang ke ape,pfft. Kalau awak pandai tanam pokok, awak tolong mama tanam pokok pun menggunakan ilmu ke arah kebaikan what ? :D

Tulis blog untuk kebaikan pun berkongsi ilmu gak. #eh 

hehe,sekian terima kasih