tahu tak tahu

Second semester is almost over. Yeah, almost. Study week has finally begun and I'm trying absorb every single positive feeling and attitude to get it on with le FINALS.

Lately I've been thinking of these two  principles.

1) "Kalau tak tahu,cakap tak tahu"

2) "If you're the one at fault,take the blame"

Let's look at exhibit 1.ceh. So i learnt this statement from a friend of mine :

Me : " kalau dia(lecturer) tanya soalan pelik2 mcm mana nii?" 
Him : "Kalau ko tak tahu nak jawab ape,cakap je ah tak tahu. Senang cerita *mukapoyo*"

That somehow rings a bell. During presentations, we are always asked questions be it by teachers, lecturers or friends. And somehow, our mind setting is that we HAVE TO KNOW all the answers to their questions. Conscious alert, we are STUDENTS and we are learning. It is normal that we don't know some stuff. Problem arises when we pretend to know some facts, or even make em up. We're sending out information and knowledge to others, so why sending out the wrong ones?hmm

So next time, (a note to self as well) when you're asked stuff you don't know, just say it " I'm sorry, I have not yet done a research on that, I can't give the exact answer now." nak cakap " Sorry I don't know" pun bolehh. Tapi kasi berbunga sikit la ayat tu :P

Now let's look at exhibit 2. Ini common sense.

This usually applies in a group or pair works. In a group/pair work you need to have tolerance, understanding and responsibility. The exhibit 2 aplies under the responsibility part. Sometimes, things happen beyond our prediction and messes up our working time frame. It's normal. Especially when we're engaged in other activities. The problem is when we have a submission end date and we can't meet it. Our group members have done their part. Solution? Simple. Go and meet with our lecturers/teachers and admit. Say it's us as the reason of the work can't be submitted. Take the blame. It's ours anyway. Other people had worked hard, takkan lah we want to be selfish and let everyone be punished kan?

But of course, it's better if we can meet up with the end date and give our all in any kinds of group work.

Yeah, I do slack sometimes in a group work, and I'm still improvising my time management skills, so,

Sorry Maaf Mianhae Gommen to my group members for my wrongdoings *bows*

Humans make mistakes. Forgive them for you are not perfect as well. Acceptance is the key. ^_^

For those taking exams, pray, study and tawakkal. He knows best. InsyaAllah all of us will pass with flying colours~ Amin. ^_^

attract ALL the positive charge!

"Kalau kita ingat kat ALlah, Allah akan ingat kat kita"

That was one of many of my friend's advice. She also said,

" Kadang kadang kita akan lebih tension n gelisah bila kita terlalai. Lebihkan kerja dunia sampai terlalai nak jaga hubungan dgn Allah"

True. That is definitely true. Why? Because as fragile human beings, we often remember Allah the most when we're down. With that being said, I'll emphasize here that we should not just remember Him in times of desperation ONLY. We should remember Him all the time.

If you find yourself in desperation, feeling like everything is not right, and you suddenly realised you've been neglecting your duty as a khalifah, it is a good thing. At least, with all the madness happening, Allah is giving a hint to you. A hint so that you'll go back and ask Him for help, thank him for all the ease you got so far and to never leave you ibadah behind. There's still time for you to improve.

So friends, if you're facing difficulties and can't seem to get out of it, let's go back to the start (a note to self as well). It's never too late until you're in your deathbed.

And, if possible, surround yourself with positive people, with friends who are there to support you in times of breaking down *hashtag atin *hashtag nina *hashtag kak dayah XD

Ouh, and if my beautiful sister is reading this, I didn't mengadu to you cause i know you have more stuff to handle than my tiny little problems :D :*

Forgive me for my mood swings, sometimes it's too much for me. I'm still learning how to be strong.hehe.

Okay, enough time spent here. Assalamualaikum, have a good day. ^_^

mid sem break~

Home is where the heart is.

Kyaaaaah,finally i'm back home! :DD It had been a long and tiring month for me. Well, bila je tak rasa letih kan?hmm.

Okay,so it's the sem break,for some,it's time to hibernate. I'd Looooooooooove to do that as well, but, sobs, too much work for any hibernation. Hey, I'm not complaining,just saying.hehe

I really don't quite mind those tons of work really. It gets me busy and stops me from doing or thinking unnecessary stuff. I mean, at least if I need a break from my studies, I'll jump to my work : college or faculty related work. Time is filled automatically. And sometimes sleeping fills in the time.erk

Test one passed by, up next shall be the test two. May success be with all of us, Amin. ^_^ Somehow this semester is passing away fast. Might be that way because i got to spend more time with my friends this semester. Almost all of our class are the same. Even if tak sama pun time nye lebih krg je.

Last semester taught me to be independent and how to manage myself with all those tasks. This semester, well i can say it teaches me how to manage my time : spending it with friends, studying, settling tasks and other stuffs. I'm still learning though :)

ONE thing for sure, we should never give up no matter how hard it gets. Eventhough you feel like there's not enough time, there's not enough knowledge for you to do something or maybe you're just tired of everything, don't give up. As students,well taktau lah kalau dah kerja macam mana kan, I think akan ada a lot of breaking moments. Remember the song from Kungfu Panda?

 " Now what would it take to break? I believe that you can bend,"

 So instead of breaking down, bend yourselves.eh? Adapt, that's what it means. At least to me. Ouh, and never forget, you'll always have Allah, InsyaAllah. :D so, usaha and serahkan pada Allah. If He wills it, everything will turn out fine. " All is well, all is well " bak kata Daus my partner for AJK sponsor.haha ^_^

And while I'm at home, let's make it worth while. Kerja, kerja jugak. Tapi takdelah sampai tak duduk sekali ngan family an. Alang2 dah cakap pasal rumah, mari kita doakan kedua ibu bapa kita :

" Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa-dosaku serta kedua ibubapaku dan kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka memelihara dan mendidikku di masa kecil "

Amin ya rabbal 'alamin :)

54

Program          : Bachelor of Science Horticulture
Program Code : 54

Nee, Tien, Nita, Naa, Jan

I love love love this photo!hahah. It's like everyone is in a character. A cold - based characters.

Nee - A sly cold hearted person

Tien - An arrogant cold hearted person

Nita - A couldn't careless cold hearted person

Naa - A serious in her own world cold hearted person

Jan - The mediocre of the group. Slighty nice though cold hearted

This was taken before we start our soil science lab. That's what's up with the lab coats. We're the UiTM, KMPh and KMJ former students as you can see :D

And I like how Nita is in the middle with the only one showing UPM lanyard.  

The story behind this picture, Naa and Nita ketawa macam ape je.ceh. Tengok jelah gambar bawah ni haa

muka kitorg bertiga maintain je kan kan?haha :P

Sometimes you just gotta loosen up,and do fun things with your friends. (things that doesn't go against the syariah of course =.=)

This was a kinda spontaneous 'shooting' actually. Tetibe put our collars up and " weyh jom gambar dracula" "ha,jom dracula dracula"

Bila lecturer masuk kami diam dan kembali focus. Well,that is until the sleepiness came creeping in. 

But that's another story XD

passion or tension?

Make the best out of what you have.

Setelah sekian lama tak update this blog,here's a new post XD. Well, baru rasa ada something worth while to share lah katakan. :D

This semester introduces me to subjects I've never taken before. Basic tu ade lah jugak but I'm still lacking in knowledge. Takpe, ilmu boleh dicari, InsyaAllah.

I must say, subjects that I find interesting yet mind boggling would be Botany and Plant Physiology and Fundamentals of Soil Science.

Throughout my highschool years, I'm known as 'Budak Chemistry' . In fact I planned my future to follow the path of being the greatest chemist ever lived *shining eyes* I never have even the slightest idea that I'd finally be venturing into a biology oriented course. I remember saying that I'd never want to take anything bio maths or phy related. so naive.

The point is, I don't love bio like i do to chemistry. Nonetheless, I know this is the start of my future, therefore strive for success I must. :D InsyaAllah I'll be the greatest horticulturist ever lived. Amin. hehe

Since I figured my journey begins by taking up this course, I am very determined to really put my head to it.
No, stop, don't imagine me eat, breathe, sleep nor drink with the books and slide notes. Er, I'm not like that. What I do is keep on refreshing my memory with all the terms I've learnt. Joke around, giving pop quizzes to my friends so that we can remember all those words together.

When we make something interesting and fun, we tend to remember it more. So why not try it right? I know, some people LOVE to be ALL TIGHT AND SERIOUS. It's OKAY, it's your style of learning, and I got mine as well. You don't have to be questioning me about it. :)

Whatever it is, I pray that all of us, not only my Hort friends but everyone of us, to be successful and may Allah bless the success. Like I've said before, let's get our NIAT right (a note to self here). Everything starts from niat right?

Tension come and go. Passion shall always stay.

a new chapter

" Your story may not have such a happy beginning, but that doesn't make you who you are. It is the rest of your story, who you choose to be." - Kungfu Panda 2 

This quote might be one of my favourites. It brings such deep meaning and maybe some people can relate to it and some  can't. Whoever's feeling this quote, I know that feel bro. :D

Okay, so the main point of this post is telling the world I'm in 2nd semester of Bachelor of Science Horticulture yo. Ok, kidding. Actually it's to share my thoughts on this new sem.

Well, results keluar not long ago. Ada yg excellent, ada yg so-so and ada yg needs extra hardwork. What's past is past, what matters is what you're going to do next. Yes, you cannot terus taknak pandang belakang. Take a glance, ponder upon what you did and if there's ways to make it better, take some action. InsyaAllah there's always ways to improve. * InsyaAllah by Maher Zain playing*

Kalau dah mmg excellent, perhaps maksudnye what you're doing is right. Nevertheless, there's always room for improvement. Tiada manusia yg perfect dunia zaman sekarang.

When we ponder upon what we did, think of these things *ehem,this is a note to self as well* :

 1) Ibadah kte macam mne?

 2) Hubungan dgn ibu bapa mcm mne?

 3) Hubungan dgn manusia lain?

 4) Quality time study kte tu tahap mne?

 5) Anything else related.hehe (kasi brainstorm cket)

True, kebijaksanaan tak hanya terletak pada pointer. Tp pointer tu kan boleh jadi ticket utk kte dpt scholarship,kerja dan sebagainya.

What matters most, berdoa bersungguh sungguh, belajar bersungguh sungguh dan tawakkal. Serah saja pd Allah. He knows best. Whatever yg kte dpt, (yg we've put our effort in), InsyaAllah that's the best.

Ingat, bila dah serahkan urusan kita pd Allah,mesti reda dan bersyukur. *ini juga note to self juga*

To those that started their new sem, hwaiting! (oh kpop sungguh) Okay, all the best! (ayat skima)

Yg will start, all the best in advance ^_^

little things

me      : nek, tau tak, nee dah ade lesen yg full punya,takde P dah. hehe XD
nenek : wah,alhamdulillah~ ni dah buat kesyukuran ke belum ni??
me     : er,hehe

So i guess ade yg dah faham the 'moral of the story' and ade yg belum. Well,here's what i got from my previous conversation.

There are a lot of things in life,small little things that we often overlook. Like the license thingy for instance. Sure, it's a simple thing : I finished my probation period and ta-da, I've got my new license.

I overlooked the fact that it can only happen because Allah allow it to happen. I mean, there's plenty of ways for me to lose my P license during the 2 years of probation time. But Allah have set that I will, on first of Feb get my new license. I might lose it anytime, or i might have it till 2015. Only god knows.

Soooo, no matter what you earned in your life, no matter how small or how big, make sure you say 

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah, segala puji bagi Allah . 

Yes, I'm reminding myself too. ^_^

If you're looking for something for you to be grateful of now, well, you can still see, breathe, hear, read, talk, walk, sit, drink, eat, think, blink, gasp and so on. What's there as an excuse to not say Alhamdulillah aite?

May peace be upon you. :)

camp dan rumah

Tired but it's worth my time.

last 3 days I went to camp at Berhulu Camp, Jempol, N9. Thanks Kak Zal for inviting me. It was great! XD

The first day was not so tough, malam tu je ade River Trekking, but tak susah punn.hehe

The second day, fuhh.penat sgt3. dari pagi sampai ptg full activity. Okay,tipu ah takde rehat kan. Ade je,tp ble time activity tu mmg, mencabar mental and physical lah. I think that was the best part of all. I mean, kalau pergi camp, mesti akan look forward to activities yg lasak2 coz you don't do it in everyday's life :D

The third day kitorang semua balik, Alhamdulillah semua selamat..

And petang tu,, BALIK RUMAH !! hehehe,nampak tak betapa homesick nye disitu? XD

Now, my holiday officially begins. weeeee

Happy Holidays to those yang cuti~ ^_^

END OF FIRST SEMESTER~ :D

Alhamdulillah,,

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy~~!! XDD

yes,sangat happy dah habis sem 1. a lot of sweet memories. gained cool and awesome friends (Y)

I think the most important part is that, the first semester exposed me to tons of new things. (positive things of course. :D ) 

One of the most valuable experience is venturing into horticulture course. Since i'm such a NOOB in agriculture stream,well,let's just say i find myself quite a number of times, in awe. like seriously there's lotsa stuff i just found out since taking up this course. Yea,it's just the first sem,but i've learnt to appreciate the nature more, and indirectly open my eyes towards the beauty of nature that Allah create.

Belajar from scratch, belajar dari cara mencampur tanah manually jugak made me realize the hardwork of people out there in this field. Ingat senang ke?mau patah pinggang tau?hahaha,tak caye cuba try test ;D Surely, there are technologies that ease the works in this field now,but there are certain things that you can't replace : The realisation of hard-work and the feel of content when you finished it.  I also learnt planting seeds,transplanting it, caring for it and watching it grow. Ceyh dah macam jaga anak pulak kan.eh.

Okay,so I'm not writing a synopsis on what I've learnt in the course (tapi mcm dah bg synopsis je.ehm.)

Kengkawan coursemate pulak macam mane ye? diorang sangat daebakkk~ XD hebat ye maksudnye bg yg tak layan kpop kpop nih.hee. Eventhough banyak sgt tak sme class, I don't feel left out when I'm with them. Thank you friends :') terharu sebentar.haha.

Sem ni banyak gak lah 'Forever Alone' moments *sobsob* since my friends ade class when I'm free and my friends are free when I'm in class. Tapi takpelah since I have Allah and that is all I need to get me going :D

To conclude it all, I loved whatever that happened eventhough there are certain things that hurt. 

Whatever happened in life is experience and there's always a silver lining for every cloud. Wallahu'alam ^_^

It's A Brand New Year :D

Semoga tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya

Alhamdulillah,hidup lagi hari ni kan? Hm,2012 banyak sangat memories be it sweet or bitter. All of those that happened made me who I am today,so, NO REGRETS just experiences.

As usual, I gained and lose friends. I win and lose things. Normal things. But maybe approach towards all those happenings yg lain. (nak cakap dah makin matured lah ni.blergh) 

Semoga tahun ini lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Semoga ibadah tahun ini lebih banyak dari sebelumnya. Semoga tanggungjawab yg dipikul dapat ditunaikan dengan lebih sempurna dari tahun sebelumnya. Semoga kerajinan bertambah dari tahun sebelumnya. Semoga keputusan peperiksaan tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya. Semoga experiences tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya. Amin.

Ouh and there is no need to tell the world your resolutions for this year. Keep it to yourself, make it 'sacred'. It's your own personal goal right? And if you tell the whole world,it's like it's just for the sake of having a brand new awesome resolution. Which you yourself don't even know whether you can achieve or not. Okay, not being demotivating,just spare the shame if it doesn't happen. But it's your choice,up to you. Dah besar boleh fikir sendiri.uhuk uhuk.

Wrapping this post up, Happy New Year and may all your dreams come true. 

Dare to dream BIG. 

Dare to make the first step in anything positive that is. 

To those taking their exams, Good Luck peeps! 

Ciao~

FINALS gahhh

yeap. FINAL EXAM. The two words that scares the sh- em,,scares people. including me >.<

Nevertheless, kita kena sentiasa ingat yang kita hanya berusaha,yang menentukan ialah Allah.

JANGAN pulak kata,"okay,tawakkal jelah camtu.ngee~~" =.=

Memang lah kena tawakkal,tapi sebelum tu kena lah doa dan usaha dulu. kan Allah takkan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu kecuali jika mereka berusaha.

So,, no matter how little time you have left,take your book, pray that you can understand and memorize everything, then read that book.

Perbezaan antara dua orang yg berjaya is that whether dia berdoa meminta tolong pada Allah atau tidak. Bila kita berdoa,serah segalanya pada Allah, kan berkat ape yg kita belajar tu. ye dak?

oh ye,betulkan juga niat,belajar kerana Allah,utk tuntut ilmu. Bukan sebab nak pass exam je. #notetoself

hmm, okay, so i SHOULD be studying right now. heh heh. tadi tiba2 terasa nak write something.

so conclusion, doa, usaha dan tawakkal. Ape pun yg kita dapat, insyaAllah itulah yg terbaik. Make sure setting niat tu bebetul dulu pape pun, mudah mudahan us studying menjadi ibadah,insyaAllah. Amin ^_^

 '' Ilmu tanpa amal itu ibarat pohon yang tidak berbuah"

 Nampak macam simple je quote kat atas ni kan. Tapi cuba fikir, cuba bayangkan kalau kita seorang petani yg tanam pokok buah buahan macam mana agaknya.

*imagine*
Kita dah tanam pokok tu,kata lah pokok durian (ramai suka durian kan?) Punyalah kita jaga dengan penuh kasih sayang ape semua selama beberapa tahun,say, 7 years. (pokok durian melalui percantuman ambil masa 5-7 tahun untuk berbuah tau kawan kawan ^_^) Lepas tu, tup tup,pokok tu tak keluar buah pun. Berjanggut tunggu tapi takde buah,satu pun takde.

Tak ke fed up dan hampa? Sia sia je semua usaha selama ni kan?kan kan?

Ha, sama jelah dengan ilmu. Penat penat kita belajar,tapi untuk apa? muhasabah balik diri. (ye,sy juga kena muhasabah.hee) 

Agak agak kalau ada yg bertanya, " awak belajar sekian2 tahun ni,apa yg awak dah buat?" "macam mana awk guna ilmu yg awak dapat?" "pernah tak berkongsi ilmu?" "pernah tak buat kebaikan with your knowledge?" haaaaaa. Nak jawab ape lah agak2 nya kan..

Okay, conclusion. Use your knowledge as much as you can for the better. Doesn't mean kena bagi tuition kat orang ke ape,pfft. Kalau awak pandai tanam pokok, awak tolong mama tanam pokok pun menggunakan ilmu ke arah kebaikan what ? :D

Tulis blog untuk kebaikan pun berkongsi ilmu gak. #eh 

hehe,sekian terima kasih